Stressful week...

It's been just one of those weeks.  Nothing bad happened, but the whole week was just LONG.  I guess that's nothing new, but just feels different.  I've been looking for places for several weeks now... since before Texas  This week, I'm just vocal about it.  I know some members at CBL are ready for new blood, which is cool... understandable.  CBL has helped me do what I set out to do.  By living here, I've been fortunate enough to have a roof over my head, while finding a job, saving *some* money (or trying to), and finding a place to live.

I know this sounds like an exit blog, which it kind of is... kind of isn't.  This whole week has been hard, both at work & in general.  

Don't get me wrong, work is going well... it just adds to the whole stress of things though.  I think it's more because my mind has been elsewhere, while I'm at work.  People come and go.  I'm able to help most, but not all.  That's nothing new.  I guess I just multiply their problems in my head, because of what I have going on.  I have a tendency to take people's computer issues personally.  When I leave work, it should be just that.  Leaving all that at work.  I just feel for some of them.  In the short interactions we have with our customers, we get to know a little about them and in turn, feel what they feel.  It's not the customers who are a pain in the ass that ruin my day (though they try).  It's the really nice customers who you can tell are lost & frustrated.  You can see it in their eyes, and you want to help... but can only do so much.  I know, it's just computer work.. right?  It's not like I'm a doctor.  But looking at a customer and telling them they're about to lose the last 20 years of photos they have, of their kids birth, birthdays, graduations... it's hard.  Those are the customers which make things even harder.

Anyway, enough of that rambling.  So stressful week.  Looking for places, helping customers, and then the usual bills, bills, bills.  Yes, despite living at CBL, I do have bills.... haha.  Some of you may have forgotten, I had a life before CBL.  I guess it's back to the real REAL world soon.

So my blogs have been getting shorter and shorter.  Not sure if that's a good thing or bad thing.  It's good in the sense, I try not to bore you guys will my week filled with work.  Bad, because I don't have a whole lot new & exciting to share.  Straight to the point I guess.  My written diary follows my video usually, but does stray on occasion.  Usually because I do them one night apart.  Right now, I'm at Jose's place.  Just recently got off work, and came here.  I have an early day at work tomorrow, so it works out that he's closer to work for me.  I did my video last night just so I wouldn't have to do the double drive.  Hopefully you guys don't get too lost with half of what I say.

I know my mind is all over the map tonight, so I'll close this blog on a good note.  After this whole week, I do have some news.  As of tonight, my stress will be cut in half.  I found a place to live.  This coming week shall be my last at CBL.  I know, I know.  Some of you will be happy, others may miss me.  I do have to say to EVERYONE, regardless of your thoughts of me, thank you for being there.  Some more than others, but still... thank you.  Please come to my chats this week and check-in as I prepare to leave.  I look forward to catching you all in chat.  I hope you enjoy your weekend, and have an awesome week to come.

A looong week....

Well, it's been a loooong week.  A decent week, but long.  I guess it was back to the usual.  Work, work, work.  Nothing new in that area.  The big thing to write about is Jose.

Many of you have met him by now.  I've been lucky enough to have him in several of my chats.  He's a real cool guy, sweet, caring and really cute.  As I write this, he's laying next to me, half passed out.  He hasn't been feeling well today (Saturday), so I hope he starts feeling better soon.  Seems as though, something is going around.  It's that time of the year.  I'm starting to feel it as well, so hopefully I wont get too sick.  I can't afford to miss any days at work.  At least I have a day off coming up soon.

That day off, I'll be trying to get a lot done.  This week, I kind of laid low.  I hung out with Jose, did a little grocery shopping (very very minor stuff), and relaxed at home.  I still need to get some real food.  I don't know, guess there isn't too much to report on.  I've been having a great time with Jose, but already 2 weeks in, and we'll be hitting a rough patch.  Not so much because of a personality conflict, more because he's hitting a rough time.  I won't go into too much detail... that's on him to discuss if he wants.  In essence though, his ex made life somewhat tough for him.  Now, he's starting to feel it.  What does that mean?  Well, it means we're both feeling it.  I've kind of been spoiled seeing him almost everyday for 2 weeks.  But as of this coming week, I won't be so lucky.

I'm kind of bummed, but I'll make the most of what I can.  Transportation will be somewhat lacking, so I won't see him as much.  He's also moving a little further away (to help save money).  In addition, he's still looking for work - so money is really tight.  I'll still certainly see him when I can, but not nearly as much as we'd like.  Such is life I guess.  I keep telling him, it'll work out.  He nods, but I don't think he believes me.  I told him, things can only go up from now.... not really sure I believe myself.  I know I make this sound more serious than it is.  It really isn't the END of the world, but I still feel for him.  He wants so much to make me happy, that he kind of puts himself behind me.  I told him.. HE comes first.

I just hope he keeps trying.  It's going to be rough & I'll miss him those lonely nights.  But, he's doing what he needs to do for himself.  I'm here to help him as much as I can, but that's kind of limited.  I'm working just as hard to make ends meet.  I also need to find a place soon!  I guess I'm doing the same thing he is.  I'm deflecting.  I'm trying to put my worries aside by focussing on his "problems."  I've been fortunate to have a place to stay, as Zac has been kind enough to let me stay a little longer.  I'm just stressing out over the usual stuff... food, work, money, a place to live, etc.  I know it'll work out, but I'll still drive myself crazy in the meantime.  Just means I need to get my ass into gear, and get (more) stuff done.

Not really an uplifting diary this week... though, they never are.  More emotions this week than usual.  I'm just blah.  It's been busy.  Right now, I feel like crap and have a huge headache.  I'll be back home tomorrow (at Jose's now).  Hopefully, I'll get him to come to the party.  Just means a LOT of driving back and forth.  Oh well, just happy to be with him.  I actually sleep well when he's around.

I hope everyone else had a decent weekend.  Tomorrow's party should be interesting.  No, I won't be dressed up.  Halloween isn't my thing, but hopefully I'll be awake for part of it.  Until then, enjoy and catch you guys soon.  Have an awesome week to come.

Good few weeks...

Well, this week (or the last three weeks) have been a little different than  normal for me.  For those that have been out of the loop a little, or are just new to the site... I was gone for two weeks in Texas for work.  I made it back to Orlando last Sunday, in time to catch part of the weekly party.  There was something new though, something that made the party that much better for me.

True, like usual, I wasn't up that long for the party... and yes, I had to work the very next day.  The new thing though, the thing that made the whole party/day a great one?.... I had my new boyfriend there with me.  Yep, you heard right.  My new BOYFRIEND.  Took me long enough to find him, but he was with me all night long, making it that much more enjoyable.  Now, for most of you, this came as a little shock.  I've been talking with him (Jose) for several weeks.  Actually started talking with him prior to the whole Texas trip.  I kept it quiet, as I do many things.  In part, because I'm never sure what to expect, and want to avoid getting my hopes up.

It's worked out well though.  Everyday I was in Texas, I was on the phone with Jose... several hours a night (5-6 hrs on average).  We really connected, but even more so when he picked me up from the airport and we spent the entire day together.  We had a little surprise for everyone when we came back home... I had a new BF!  Like anything, we're still feeling each other out and learning a lot about each other, but all in good time.

Some of you have been lucky enough to see him.  He's been around most nights, joining me in chat, and helping me sleep at night.  For those that haven't seen him, keep an eye out.  He'll definitely be around more & more.

So what else is new?  Well, like always, I've been busy at work.  Trying to make that money and save up for a place of my own.  My time at CBL is coming to an end, much to the dismay of some & excitement of others.  I'll be busy in the weeks to come, but as always, come join me and my new bf in chat.  

I added a little extra something from Texas, hope you enjoy.  Even the animals work on their tan in Texas.  Have an awesome week guys.  Hope to catch you all in chat.

And so it begins...

Well, it's been an uneventful week and bust at the same time.  As usual, we had our Sunday night party.  I was in bed for most of it (no surprise there).  I actually did try to stay up for it, but felt so shitty that night, that I just couldn't stand it.  My stomach was all torn up from who knows what.  I'm wondering if there was something going around, because the next day, at least half the house was sick, along with 3 other party-goers.  From what I gather, I didn't miss anything at the party (again, no surprise there).  But oh well, on with the rest of the week.

Monday marked the beginning and end of a few things.  First, Melem left.... yep, plain and simple... he left, headed back home.  I won't go into thoughts/feelings/whatever as they've been said many times over.  I wished Melem well in my last diary, and I stick to it.  Just wish he would have said bye.  Either way, he's gone.  Since that's out of the way, Monday also started my at home training.  Week one of a 3 week training period.

Now, nothing too exciting happened here.  I spent most of all day reading, reading, reading.... and even more reading online.  In between reading, I was running errands, tying up loose ends, and taking care of things before I leave for the remaining two weeks.  After this (now just hours away), I head off to the airport and then to Austin, Texas.  I'll be there for a total of two weeks with non-stop studying.  Exciting and nerve racking at the same time.  The day after I get there, I'll be tested right away on all the reading I covered this past week.  If I don't make it thru these tests, I don't continue.  So wish me luck with it (I'll need it).  I certainly know my stuff, but I suck at testing, especially when it comes to mind-numbing reading.  Either way, I'll do my best.

I'll try to check in when I can, but I am off chat for those two weeks.  Let's hope I stil have a place to come home to... lol.  I'm sure all will be fine while I'm gone. Seems most of the drama is gone from the house now.  We'll see though, keep me informed.

So aside from the studying all week, I was pretty laid back.  I made it out the to club 2 nights in a row.  The first night was to Pulse... bit of a different crowd there, but I managed to catch up with a friend or two.  The second night, I made it out to Revolution.  I caught up with Zac and Aaron there.  I guess they were handing out cards for applicants.  Hopefully they get a decent response.  Thursday night, I also caught up with a few friends.  All in all, a decent night. 

I guess there isn't a whole lot to write here, as busy as it's been for me, it's been the same thing all week.  The two weeks to come will be interesting.  I'm sure I'll miss some of you (others, not so much)... but I'm sure you are saying the same thing.  Anyway, until I'm back, I wish you guys the best of luck.  Enjoy the next two weeks, and keep everyone on track for me :-)  Be well.

Short week, lots accomplished, more to go...

Heck of a week...  The week was short, but long at the same time.  It was short in the sense of an extended weekend.  We finished up our Miami trip, arriving back home on Monday.  We all pretty much, managed to arrive in one piece with little drama along the way.  Once we got home though, BAM... it hit.  Good news, I was either asleep or gone at work during it.  But wow, did it hit.  

Long story short (since I don't know full details)... Melem's last day is Sunday.  Now, yes.. he and I have certainly had our moments.  We've gotten on each other's nerves (as many roommates do at times) but all that aside, I truly wish him the best of luck.

Now I know some of this will be a repeat, as I tied up last week's events in my last diary (Monday).  But oh well, it's life.... right?!!  So onto the rest of the week.  Since it is so short, there's no surprise that most of my week was filled with work.  I'm always busy, but even more-so this past week.  I had a LOT of stuff to cram in this week because of the trip.  In addition to my normal work load, I also was covering everything needing to be done because of my upcoming and now present training.  Yup, today (Saturday) starts my 3 week long training for work.

This training is broken up into 2 parts.  Now, without going into too much detail (as it bores most people), I'll keep it somewhat simple.  The first part is a week long session at home, filled with HOURS of reading.  After that, I'm off to Texas for 2 weeks.  The whole process will definitely be intensive, but that's the fun in it :-).  I'm excited and nervous at the same time.  I know my stuff and always learning more, but I suck at testing.  So I'll be putting in a little extra time (than the norm.) in preparation for the whole process.  What does this mean for you (the members)??  Well, You'll see more of me this week, but I'll be boring as ever.  Reading all day and secluded to my room.  I will have chat as normal, this week, but off the following 2.  So come in, make sure you catch me now before I'm off for a few weeks.

So yeah, it doesn't sound like much... much it IS.  Got a lot done this past week, but so much more to go.  It's amazing to look back and see my own progress.  These past 6 months have been an eye-opener, a challenge, and a period of growth.  I'm so close to being where I wanted to be at the end of my contract.  So where does that leave me now? and what does that means for CBL?  Well, you'll just have to wait and see!!!

So hit me up in chat, before I'm off for a few weeks.  Also be sure to say goodbye to Melem.  I hope everyone enjoyed their weekend, and their week to come.  Make the most of it guys!  Have a blast!!!

FUN!!!

Wow, so this past week(end) has been awesome.

Yeah, that pretty much sums it up.  Different than the usual work, work, work stuff.  Of course I did work... a LOT.  I had a lot to cram in for this trip...a lot of time to make up for before I went anywhere.  So yeah, I worked all week, cramming in as many hours as possible.  Because of all the hours, I also had late chat every night last week (just like this week).  It definitely made the whole week longer.  Lack of sleep and what not.  But onto the good stuff.... Miami!

So where to begin???  Funny thing is, you guys should probably tell me!  You have eyes & ears everywhere.  The whole trip was a blast.  Of course every trip has its moments, but as they related to me...I think it went pretty well.  I managed not to kill anyone (always a good thing).  For the most part, we all got along... though there were moments.  The good news, most drama waited until we got back home (so we got to enjoy the trip).  The bad news... that we had drama at all.  Seems it's attracted to the house.. lol.

The drama aside though (as everyone else will talk about it), it was fun.  We had great weather (all sun, little humidity) AND I managed not to get burned!  I know... shocker.  Helps that I used SPF 50 with 3 coats... lol.  But hey, it protected me.  I got a little color (not red), so I was happy.  Now I can't say that for everyone else.  Most everyone turned some shade of red.  

We hit the beaches, hit the clubs, hit the alcohol,.... hit everything but the boys (at least to my knowledge).  I'm sure there was more "play" that went on than I knew about, but I think we were good boys for the most part.  Friday we hit a club called Johnny's.  Brian caught up with a friend of his (really nice, cute boy).  He chilled with us most of the weekend, which was really cool.  He was understandably shy, but seemed to have a good time.  Saturday we had our scavenger hunt (Amazing Race Style)... that was fun, but I think it was more because the boys actually pulled together and seemed to get into it.  Heck, I just liked running in the sand and watching Zac follow.  Haha, he certainly can work his cams.

Later that night, we hit another clubbed, called Discotekka.  Wow, it was a blast!  I've been to good clubs, and no...it wasn't anything truly spectacular, but with everyone there, hot boys, and room to chill...it was soooo much fun.  I caught up with a friend while there, danced a little, drank a little... and met cool new people.  Its always awesome when you can meet new people.

Sunday was a little more laid back.  We spent most of the day recovering, then relaxing while walking along South Beach, smelling all that food... mmm.  Nothing too special happened that night, we all stayed in and took it easy.  Pretty much a laid back night of just talking.  This was probably one of the better parts of the trip.  I got to know each of the boys a little better (Aaron, Brian, & Daniel).  Angel, well... he's always cool.  I know he's Seth's "hubby," but I always feel close to him when he's around.  It was cool to see him and hang this whole trip.  That night (Sunday), Melem was off doing his own thing.  He crashed a little early (as he was going to get the car with Zac).  But everyone else stayed up late talking.  Jonathan of course, was in bed with Zac.  Only thing they were missing were all 4 dogs in bed.  Zac & Jonathan were fun though.  It's always cool to see the lighter side of them.. the more laid back & fun sides.  

It truly was a nice vacation.  Something we all needed.  I enjoyed the break from work (though, going back is hard).  So next up, another long week of work.   Next Saturday, I start my at home training.  The following two weeks after that, I'll be in TX for training.  Anyway, hope you guys have an awesome week.  Look for me in late chat every night this week.  Until then, enjoy.

Exhausting week....

Wow, well I'm starting/ending the week with a cute boy in bed :-) That's always a great way to start things off...lol. Don't worry, it's just Jay. Haha. It's been a crazy week. Not crazy bad, just crazy busy. Yeah, nothing new in terms of the usual weekly activities... just swamped.

Work is work. I love it, but it really kicked my ass this week. With several people gone for training, we were short staffed and cramming in almost twice as much work in our usual 8-14 hr days. Once they come back from training, I'm off to training myself. Lookout Texas, here I come... well, soon enough. So I'm working the same amount of hours as usual, just working twice as hard. I guess that's a good thing. It means I'm learning that much faster, being forced to think on my feet.

So the good stuff... Well, I actually did start my week off with a cute boy in bed (last Saturday). Melem threw a party for one of his friends, who ended up bringing additional people. I'm not sure if Melem got the turnout he wanted for the party, but it was decent (towards the end). I met a cute boy, which is all that matters... lol. I had a great evening with a really cute boy. Unfortunately he left early because of his ride. I did manage to spend more time with him though.

Despite working most of the week, I took true advantage of one of my days off and hit up Palm Coast. That's where the Saturday boy is from. So I went up there, spent all day with him, relaxed, talked, & all the usual stuff. Spent the day getting to know him. We also hit the beach, and just walked the shore for over an hour talking & learning about each other. It was something that I've been missing for awhile now... a great time with a cool person. Where will it go from here? I have no idea. I did catch up again with him earlier this evening, but had to cut it short (early day at work tomorrow)... and had to finish this diary entry.

So next week, hmmmmm. Well, next week should prove to be very interesting, trying, and fun. Or so I hope. We head out for Miami next Thursday/Friday to return Monday. I'm really looking forward to the trip (nice mini-vacation). Let's just hope we don't kill each other on the way down (or at any point of the trip). We still have some funds to raise for it, but I'm sure we'll pull through. At least the cams will be there, capturing every fight, drowning, and more... lol. No, I'm sure it'll be a blast. Time will tell.

So an exhausting week has passed, with an even busier week to come. At least it'll be ending with something new & exciting. Until then, be sure to catch us all in chat, find out what's going on, and who's plotting to drown who during the trip :-) Hope everyone has a great week. Be good, have fun, be safe!

Blah, part 4...

Yet another week goes by, and I'm still here... pissing off gossip... lol. So rumors are going around that I'm leaving CBL for sure... well, I might just have to put it out a little longer, just to piss off gossip even more.... hahaha. No, seriously, I have made no official statement on what my plans are with regards to CBL. I still need to have a meeting with Zac & Jonathan regarding any future plans here at CBL. For the moment, I'm just having fun, working my ass off, and trying to start drama whenever possible.

So yeah, what happened this week? Same old sh*t. Work, work, work. As usual, I was off Tuesday & Wednesday. The rest of the week, was work as usual. Yep, nothing new there. Well, that's not entirely true. I actually went out twice this week. I know!! Once more than usual. I did the usual Wednesday night thing - Pulse. Really different type of crowd that night. Guess everyone was back in school, so most of the cute boys were home studying?? Who knows.

Thursday was my second night out. I caught up with a friend at Revolution for his birthday. Overall, it was a fun night out. Yep, tons of alcohol, boys, music, etc. throughout the entire night. I also caught up with Melem, Aaron, and Brandon (Aaron's friend) that night. I hadn't been out on a Thursday before, especially to Revolution, but all in all, it was fun. Kyle (the birthday boy) had a blast as well. The big news, NO DRAMA that night... well, at least to my knowledge.

Skipping forward, Saturday, all the boys in the house went to the Gay & Lesbian Center for a little community service. I did miss out, but I'm proud of them, giving back to the community a little. I can't wait to see footage of the boys doing manual labor.... lol. For some reason, I have a hard time envisioning them lifting anything more than a remote control, or even a glass of beer. I think it's great though, hopefully I can help with the next event (given my work schedule).

Tonight, Saturday was a little different than most. Melem had a party for a good friend of his (and people actually came). It was fun, and yes... I actually stayed awake (for most of it). We had a few cute guys there... well, one at least. He seems cool, might be able to get him to crash here tonight... we'll see. This one can actually hold a conversation, for more than 30 seconds. I know, WOW. He's cool though. We'll see what happens from here.

So yeah, another week of work, chat, sleep (some at least), and more work. I'm sure next week, we can expect the same. I hear Zac is planning to do the Miami trip this coming weekend, but who knows. It's dependent on a lot of things. Either way, I'm sure it'll be fun. Be sure to catch my video diary with Jay, it lightens the mood a little. Tomorrow is our usual party, so be sure to catch it. Enjoy the rest of your weekend, and catch you all in chat next week. Later.

Yeppers....

Had no idea what to put for the title... haha.

I don't know what to write. We started the week like usual... Sunday party tons of drunk, shirtless boys, and sex?? I honestly don't know who got laid last night (if anyone did). I'll definitely hear about it later this evening though. I did have someone in bed, briefly. NO, we didn't do anything.... has merely crashed for a few hours, then headed home.

Tuesday and Wednesday were like usual. I was off from work those days, so the intent was to run errands and take care of some business, but no such luck. We had a so called "hurricane" or tropical storm (or whatever it was at the moment). Turned out to be more rain than anything, but many places closed down expecting the worse. That kind of put a damper on my plans for the days off. Just means more to get done next week.

I kept busy as usual this week. Picked up a few extra hours (as approved by my managers). The BIG news of the week... I got promoted (YAY!!!). That's right, I was promoted to "Genius." That's a good thing. Means I'm doing something I actually like, and am getting paid for it. So how is this different than the past 2-3 months - well now I'm officially full-time. I've always worked full time hrs between all my jobs, but for once in my life, its "official." Better late than never... right?! So yeah, I'm excited. Means long hrs, longer days... but worth it.

So what else, I don't know. Seems my diaries are shorter and shorter. No, thats not good... but not exactly bad. It means people are getting along (at least with me). Then again, I'm not home enough to cause trouble... lol. From what I hear, Melem is looking to start a porn company. This will be interesting. We'll see if he follows thru with it, and if it gets anywhere. I wish him luck, but the odds are definitely against him. especially here in Florida. Aaron seems cool. We've talked a little, sounds like he's looking forward to getting a job and what not. I don't know him nearly as well as past boys, but he seems serious about it. We'll see. He did ask about getting a ride to the mall to apply for stuff, so time will tell.

So drama..., hmm.... I don't know of much this week. Jonathan had his feed stolen yet again. Thats about all I've heard of. I hope he gets it resolved, but if that's the extent of the drama, then we're set. Yeah, so things might be boring... but it's nice to have people getting along now and then. Lol. Again, I miss a lot since I'm not home, but haven't hard much else.

So yeah, uneventful week. But a good week, at least for me. I'm working hard and moving up. What's next? We'll see.... we will ALL see.

Until then, hope everyone had a great weekend. Party is going on now, and people are drunk as ever. Have a great week, and catch you guys all in chat. Later...

Tired...

Eh, I don't know what to write.   We started the week like any other.. Sunday party followed by/accompanied by  drunk boys, shirtless boys, and sex.  Yep, and I actually had one of them in my bed.. surprise, surprise. :-)  A "friend" stayed the night with me and kept me company.  All in all, we had a little fun.  The only difficult part was driving him home.  Not because the drive was hard, but I went to work, came home, did chat, then took him back to his place at 1:30am.  By then, I was exhausted to say the least.  Fun time overall.

Tuesday and Wednesday were like usual.  I was off from work those days, so the intent was to run errands and take care of some business, but no such luck.  We had a so called "hurricane" or tropical storm (or whatever it was at the moment).  Turned out to be more rain than anything, but many places closed down expecting the worse.  That kind of put a damper on my plans for the days off.  Just means more to get done next week.

I kept busy as usual this week.  Picked up a few extra hours (as approved by my managers).  The BIG news of the week...  I got promoted (YAY!!!).  That's right, I was promoted to "Genius."  That's a good thing.  Means I'm doing something I actually like, and am getting paid for it.  So how is this different than the past 2-3 months - well now I'm officially full-time.  I've always worked full time hrs between all my jobs, but for once in my life, its "official."  Better late than never... right?!  So yeah, I'm excited.  Means long hrs, longer days... but worth it.

So what else, I don't know.  Seems my diaries are shorter and shorter.  No, thats not good... but not exactly bad.  It means people are getting along (at least with me).  Then again, I'm not home enough to cause trouble... lol.  From what I hear, Melem is looking to start a porn company.  This will be interesting.  We'll see if he follows thru with it, and if it gets anywhere.  I wish him luck, but the odds are definitely against him.  especially here in Florida.  Aaron seems cool.  We've talked a little, sounds like he's looking forward to getting a job and what not.  I don't know him nearly as well as past boys, but he seems serious about it.  We'll see.  He did ask about getting a ride to the mall to apply for stuff, so time will tell. 

So drama..., hmm.... I don't know of much this week.  Jonathan had his feed stolen yet again.  Thats about all I've heard of.  I hope he gets it resolved, but if that's the extent of the drama, then we're set.  Yeah, so things might be boring... but it's nice to have people getting along now and then.  Lol.  Again, I miss a lot since I'm not home, but haven't hard much else.

So yeah, uneventful week.  But a good week, at least for me.  I'm working hard and moving up.  What's next?  We'll see.... we will ALL see.

Until then, hope everyone had a great weekend.  Party is going on now, and people are drunk as ever.  Have a great week, and catch you guys all in chat.  Later...

Another one of those weeks...

Well, started out like any other week....

As usual, we had our Sunday party.  It was decent.  We had an "Underwear Party" theme night.  Cute boys from what I remember, but I didn't really stay up for it.  I caught about 45 minutes or so... with work the next morning.  Definitely hard to sleep with a few of these parties, not so much because of the noise downstairs, but because of *certain* "guests" running up & down the stairs all night.  I did mention it to Zac, so hopefully we'll see that change soon.  I'm all for having fun...I know parties are going to last all night and be noisy, but it's funny how it's not the party guests causing the issue, but other guests.  Anyway, such is life.  Means sleeping pills on Sunday's... lol.

Since many people KEEP asking who the cute boy in my bed was Sunday night, that was Jay.  Yes, house friend Jay.  NO, nothing happened... he was a cuddle buddy like usual.  Not sure why people are having a hard time with that one.  I did have two other boys over this week.  Those too were cuddle buddies, and NO, there was no sex with either of them.  Despite having more boys in my bed this past week, than any "one" month of my time here at CBL, I have had no sex... lol.

Seems I'm falling into a regular schedule now with work.  I always seemed to have a few days at the beginning of the week off, but now it looks like it'll be every Tuesday & Wednesday off.  Kind of a good thing...I think.  I know I can always asked to get different days, but it seems to work out with the schedule here at the house, and my days off.  The plan this upcoming week is to look for places to move to once my time here ends.  There's only one problem.....I guess we have some hurricane coming in?!  We'll see what happens.  I'll definitely be catching up on sleep and what not.

In addition to sleep, I just need to let my body recover.  One of my wisdom teeth have decided to start coming in this week, so I've been in a little pain... making me much more irritable than usual.  I'll continue to nurse it, I'm sure it'll get better soon... I just have to have a little patience.  It's been draining me all week.

Aside from teeth & lack of sleep, not much else is new.  I've been working hard as ever.  Also been dealing with the usual customer base - some good, some not so good.  Definitely a trying week with the tooth thing.  All in all, work was good though.

I've been working/geeking out with Zac this week, with the home theater system.  He's been trying to upgrade/implement a new system.  I too, have been working on my existing setup, so Zac has been checking out mine, in an effort to improve his.  He might even utilize certain parts of mine, to aide in his setup.  This is probably the most I've "worked" with Zac.... glad we can connect on that level.  It'll be interesting to see which route he takes, and how the whole theater system is implemented.  As I type this, I'm transferring all my DVD's to hard-drive.  Hopefully consolidating my entire collection, and allowing for easy access.  When all is said and done, it should be a sweet system.

So yeah, what else?  I wish I knew.  Not much else going on aside from work.  I'm always working on my own little projects, especially when I can't sleep.  Looks like tonight will be one of those nights.  I just can't wait for my 2 days off this week.  I definitely need them.  Anyway, enough rambling.  I hope everyone had a great weekend.  

I'll catch all you guys in chat this week.  Hope it's a great one.  Until then, enjoy :-)

Hmm...

Lol, not sure where to start.  Not because tons happened, but because nothing much happened.  It was just another normal week...at least for me.  Filled with work, sleep (well some sleep), chat, occasional eating, and NO drama.  Yep, that's right...no drama.  I wasn't around enough for there to be drama (at least in regards to me).  Gotta love those weeks.  Not that it's a huge issue with me to begin with, but still nice to avoid it.

So brief overview...I'll avoid the day by day breakdown; work, work, work, and work...lol.  It was a busy week though.  I've been excelling at work, getting further and further ahead with everyday that passes.  It's amazing to think that in two months, I went from almost not hired, to cashier, to specialist, to "Genius in training."  Yep, that's right...I'm part of the Genius program at work!  So how is that different this week?  Well, in one week, I managed to complete all my tests required for the program - that get me to the next level.  Usually, this is a somewhat lengthy process.  Next step from here (assuming I get manager approval), is actually go to CA for training.  This is a HUGE thing...huge step.  I can't even begin to explain my excitement, but like anything...I'm not celebrating too soon.  I've learned in life not to hold my breath on anything...but I'm still excited.  This will mean I get paid to do something I live AND to do something I know - deals with my background and experience.

After everything gets approved, I get a date...talk with Zac & Jonathan, study one full week at home (no work), then 2 weeks in CA.  Then I go from there...lol.

So yeah, it's been a full week of work.  I'm unofficially working full-time hours right now.  I get 2 days off a week.  So those 5 days have been very very busy this past week.  Because I have been so busy, my clubbing time has been cut a little (which is totally fine...keeps me out of trouble..lol).  I didn't have the chance to hit Pulse this week with Melem (oh well...I know he's kind of over Pulse).  I did manage to hit PHouse though...but again, fell asleep before the party began.  Not really a huge issue for me, I needed the sleep far more than the torture of seeing cute guys that I won't get...lol.  We'll see if I make it to Pulse this week...same with PHouse.  I know Zac is planning an underwear party this Sunday, but I'll probably be passed out, since I work first thing the next morning.  Who knows, not a big deal.

So as much as I love work, does kind of suck that I don't quite as much time to "chill/hang" with everyone...but work comes first.  I have to save up some how, and get ready for whatever the next step in life is.  Always have to be prepared.  If there's nothing else I've learned in life, it's that ypu can't rely on anyone.  That definitely holds true with certain individuals tied to this house.  No, I won't use names - because it's not important.  Like anything in life, just have to let it roll off you...right?!

Anyway, just laying low otherwise.  Keeping busy at work, trying to stay out of trouble, figuring out what's next in life & how to get there...and just being me.  I know, nothing too exciting to report...it'll be like this for a bit, but who knows what tomorrow will bring.

Hope everyone has an awesome week!  Catch you all in chat.

Yep...busy, busy

So nothing happened this week... lol.  The End

No, just playing.  The week was very busy for me, but good busy.  Truly not a whole lot happened.  We had our usual Sunday party and the expected sex that occurs (or so I hear).  Last few parties I've slept thru (or tried to).  I've been working Monday's lately, so up early & in bed somewhat early.  I hear the parties are growing, which is good. 

What's new... hmm.  Well, Zac has been working hard on the site, adding features, fixing existing stuff, improving the layout... everything.  Make sure to check it out and give him your thoughts. In addition to site changes, we've been seeing house changes/improvements.  Zac added a "green screen" in the chat room... seems like a cool feature, especially for what he wants to do.  Melem is trying to help Zac out, we're all pooling ideas, and adding to the house as well as the site.  Lot of potential for the house.

So what else?.... well, Monday - Thursday, Saturday & Sunday...I was busy at work.  Getting those hours, which is a good thing.  I've been progressing rather quickly (which is great).  I'm eager for the next step at work.  I'm still learning a lot, and will continue to do so for a long time.  My thing is, if you're not learning/growing, you're falling behind.  The best job anyone could have, is one where they learn from.  Sounds lame, I know... but I like challenges, like learning.  I also get bored easily, so if I'm not learning, it's time for something new. 

I did have one pain in the ass customer, not sure I can/should talk about it here... but let's just say - use your brain people, and don't get pissed when you're the one who f*cked up.... lol.  Yes, I expect to deal with unhappy people who don't always use their brain, but still.  Oh, and being foreign isn't an excuse for being a pompous ass!

Work was good though overall.  I'm starting to get used to working on my feet.  It'll still take time, but getting better.  Next up at work... more training.  I'll be training and testing more this week and next.  Attempting to work my way up, and hit CA.  For those not familiar with what I;m talking about, the headquarters are based in Cali.  So I finish what I can do here, then head to CA to finish training & certification.  Once that happens, I come back and become official (hopefully).  Just have to keep up with everything and work hard (as always).

Yeah, sorry for boring you with work details... lol.  But that's been most of my week.  I think most of my remaining time here, will be work more than anything.  I do have set days off now...I work 5 days a week with 2 days off (in a row).  The schedule is still getting worked out, but I'm as close to 40 hrs as possible.  No just have to start saving and looking for places.  It's almost been 4 months, so those other 2 will come and go fast.

There hasn't been much boy-time this week, but I'm still taking my clubbing nights and getting out (for my own sanity).  More and more I see cute boys and meeting people through friends (which is the best way).  Just have to network and go from there.

So next week?  Well, another busy week ahead at work.  It'll be full of training, testing, and the usual - work.  Again, if you guys have any ideas you'd like to see implemented here... let us know, email us.  Until then, see you guys in chat and have an awesome week.

Busy busy...

Well, it's been a busy week...like usual.  That's good though.  Keeps me out of trouble (kind of).  Again, this will be a somewhat shorter blog than usual.  Only so many ways to say "work."  

Everyday this past week (except Thursday), I was at work....and loving it.  I'm picking up hours, getting great experience, learning a lot...and just having fun.  I've been picking up so many hours, that my managers have to cut me back a little, as they don't want me working over 40 hours (understandably).  Either way, it's cool...I'm just happy to be there.  The whole environment is warm & welcoming.  Just fun in general.

So what else happened this week?  Well, like usual, I hit the club with Melem on Wednesday.  We hit Pulse, saw some cute boys and mingled.  Zac went along this time as well.  The cool part is, prior to Wednesday, I was talking with what turned out to be, a cool guy.  We talked a for a few days, then caught up with each other Wednesday night at Pulse.  We danced a little, talked, and ran into friends of his.  Normally this would be expected, but he's from NY.  So it was random to run into other people from NY...one of which went to school with a friend of mine who bar-tends here in Orlando.  Very small world.

So that night he came back with us.  He was in town with his dad (on work) and here enjoying a small getaway.  Turns out he was here for a week prior...sucks it took so long to see him.  Anyway, so he came back here...and needless to say, we had a great time.  Definitely enjoyed each other's time.  That night and the whole next day we chilled and talked.  Sucks that all the cool guys live so far.  He left yesterday (Saturday), headed back to NY.  Hopefully he'll make it back down soon.  If nothing else, I had an awesome few days and made a great friend.  One that I definitely intend to stay in contact with!

Okay, so enough of the fantasy time.  Let's see....hmmm.  Well, Seth & Angel are moving to Tampa.  No surprise there....I guessed that 2.5 weeks ago.  I'm happy for them... truly.  Some have asked how I'm going to deal with Seth being gone...my response - the same way I've been dealing with it the past 3 weeks - EASILY...lol.  Not a whole lot is going to change.  I'll see him just as much (or as little) as I did when he was here - only coming out from his room to smoke or chat, because he plays WOW all day.  I know he said he's bored here...nothing to do (which I think is funny) as he does the same exact thing there...but oh well.  

On the plus side - our internet will be much faster and I'll have less lube all over the bathroom...lol.  Seriously though, I am happy for him.  I know he's excited and that's rare to see in him...so I wish him & Angel the best.  I just wonder what is going to happen with him going to school? and work?  Time will tell.

Okay, now to the gripe(s).  Nothing too major...I'm trying to be positive - but these dogs are getting on my nerves lately.  Yeah, they bark..that's nothing new...but WOW, seems to be growing exponentially (meaning a lot).  We are dealing with it.  I just hope they calm down soon, I only have so much Excedrin. That's pretty much it, my only gripe.

So I'm having problems again with my phone.  This is the replacement of the replacement phone I got (for the one that fell in the hot-tub).  Hot-tub one was hosed, replacement had buttons coming off of it, and this one is dropping audio along with a few other problems.  Fortunately, Verizon is on top of it and swapping the phone out entirely with a totally different model.  For that, I'm really happy.  Let's hope the new phone works...we'll see.

So yeah, that was pretty much it this week.  All in all, it was awesome.  Busy but accomplished.  I met a really cool guy who I hope to stay in contact with, got my hours bumped up at work, got a phone swapped out (again), saw a movie, actually made it to the store to get food (however limited it may be)....but still haven't made it to Blockbuster to return my videos..lol.  So the goal for next week - get those movies back.  Hope everyone has a great week.

Thanks to that one awesome guy!!!

Looooong week....

Well, this wee started out like any other.  We had our usual after party Sunday evening (following PHouse).  We had a few familiar faces, some of which include Tyler, Aaron, Nick, and Paul.  Each of those four stayed Sunday evening...well into Monday afternoon.  The cool part was, I had another chance to cuddle with Tyler and enjoy his presence.  I'm not sure how to read him.  We had such a good evening (cuddling at least)...but then he acts like we never met.  Who knows...time will tell.  He's cute and someone I wouldn't mind getting to know much better....if he lets me in.

Monday was pretty much spent recuperating from Sunday night.  We didn't make it to bed until 7amish.  Even though we went to bed so late, we didn't sleep in as long as I had anticipated.  I took the four boys home, ran some errands, worked on converting a few movies...and did the usual chat.  I enjoyed my day off...as I had to get ready for a long week to come (at work).

Cool thing is (for those who don't pay attention)...I LOVE work.  I'm soooo happy there and look forward to being at work.  Tuesday thru Sunday - I've worked everyday...long shifts each day.  Tuesday thru Thursday, we were prepping and training for the release of the new iPhone.  For the most part, I also had late chat every night this past week...except my days off.  This absolutely made for a loooooong day everyday.  But that's to be expected.  Tuesday was no exception, pent the day at work...then came home for chat.

Wednesday was another fun but busy day at work.  I was off chat, so I was able to go out to Pulse with Melem.  Couple hot guys there like the previous weeks, and I did manage to get 2 numbers.  Downside is, I had my new phone replaced (again) and lost most of my contacts...including those 2 *new* numbers.  Kind of sucks, but hopefully I'll run into the guys again...and not look like a total idiot when I ask for their number again.

Thursday, I wasn't actually scheduled for work, but had to go in to complete training.  I took advantage of the day by sleeping in, but when I did go in, I ended up working.  All this in preparation for the next day.

FRIDAY...it's was finally here.  The new iPhone 3G was released by Apple and...just......wow.  It was a hit.  I started at 6am, left at 6:30 pm...others stayed till 3am.  We had hundreds of people lined up starting at 4:15 that morning.  It was cool to feel the energy and see everything go on.  Of course, it didn't help that AT&T's servers decided to dump at the peak of our sales day.  From 11am est to 3:30 pm...the activation server was down (crashed) from all the activations nationwide.  Needless to say, this made a lot of customers unhappy, but many did understand.  All in all, it was exciting...but looooong.

Saturday & Sunday were no different.  We did open a little later, but had lines forming before the doors even opened.  Just an amazing experience.  The cool part is, I'm picking up extra hours...which is what I need.  

This week should be an interesting one to come.  I'll be just as busy, working my butt off...and trying to save money.  We'll see how that goes.  I am in the second half of my contract, so I need to start looking at places.   Between this and work, I'll have my hands full.  I hope everyone has an awesome week.  Look for me in chat, and until then...enjoy.

Not too bad...

So all in all, it was a good week.  At least it ended well.  Like usual, it had its slow parts, but also had it's BUSY parts!!!  Less than a week till the new iPhone comes out...which means it'll be even busier.  So what happened this week??

Well, Sunday we had our usual after party following PHouse.  We had some familiar faces and some new ones.  One new face (to the house) was a guy named Danny.  He's a friend of TJ's...and I met him a few months back.  We never talked much before...but cool seeing him when I do.  So Sunday night, we talked for awhile...then headed to bed where we both passed out.  Yes, there was kissing and cuddling...lol....and yes, it was while watching a movie.  I fall asleep to the tv, so this is nothing new though.

Next morning...Monday, after sleeping half the day away, we got up and headed out.  We ended up going to catch a movie (Wall*e) which was decent.  It was definitely a Disney family movie...but cute.  After that, pretty simple...just headed back for chat.  Danny joined me for part of it...which was cool.  Then just grabbed dinner and went off to bed.

Tuesday, again after sleeping in a little...but not as long as Monday, we pretty much chilled.  Danny said we were going to get up earlier...but he slept in longer than me, lol.  Again, we just chilled most of the day.  I went to get a haircut, then left there and headed out to pickup Tyler (applicant Tyler) and take him to the airport.  He left just for a few days...cool seeing him again.  Before we hit the airport, we grabbed a bite and talked.  Hopefully I'll see him not too long after he gets back.  After all that, went home, did chat, ate...and passed out...with Danny.

Wednesday, slept in just a little...but had to get Danny up early.  He had to get all packed up and ready to go back home to VA.  So we didn't have a lot of time to chill.  With what little time we did have, we watched a movie.  He left, then I ran some errands.  Relaxed the rest of the day, had chat as usual....then got ready to head back out.  We had internet issues most of the day, so I was going nuts...had to get out.  I took Melem out to Pulse.  He was supposed to meet a guy there, but not sure that ever happened.  It was a decent crowd...got busy fast!  There were a few cute boys, but we both got tired of it rather quickly.  Melem also wasn't feeling too well, so it worked out that we left when we did.  No boys for either of us, but instead, just a few hours sleep each.  Why a few hours?  Melem was feeling so bad, that I ended up taking him to the hospital.  Nothing too major at the time, they diagnosed him with the flu...but we're not too sure if that was the case, as he went back a day later for chest pains.  His second visit, they said he needs to see a cardiologist...and soon.  He seems to be doing better, but we will be keeping an eye on him.

That pretty much took care of Thursday morning...hospital 6am-10am.  We did grab a bite after though, just before heading home.  After that, we both passed out...loooong night and an even loooonger morning.  I chilled around the house until chat.  Wasn't feeling too well myself - but that was merely a HUGE headache.  I intended to head out that night, but never did because of the headache.

Friday rolls around...4th of July.  We had our house meeting, but pushed off cleaning due to the holiday.  Thanks Zac!  The whole day was fun.  I was off chat, but stuck around for great food and nice fireworks with a couple house members & friends.

Saturday, we were supposed to do cleaning, but this was the second visit for Melem at the hospital.  We pushed it back another day.  I went to Daytona though, with Jay.  We grabbed his puppy (Snuggles), hit the beach briefly, grabbed a bite...then headed back.  It was cool to see Daytona....my first time there.  I was off chat again, but still stuck around the house.

Sunday, well Sunday was a busy day.  Started off first thing with a meeting for work.  After that, I came straight home to finish cleaning.  Chilled and finished diaries.  Then did my usual 9-10 chat.  After that, got ready to hit PHouse, went out...cruised a few cute guys...but of course didn't hit on any.  We did manage to get a few more people to come to the party though...one of which was applicant Tyler...yay!!!  He's sleeping with me tonight, hopefully we'll get a chance to hang tomorrow, but we'll see.  Aside from that, normal week.  Sleep, relax, *maybe work* chat, sleep.  Hope everyone had a great week...and an even better one to come.  

Eh...

Well, another week has come and gone.  Things seem quiet in the house lately.  Nothing too exciting happened, but at the same time...nothing bad happened (which is good).  Amazing how the drama level fluctuates when certain people frequent/leave the house.  All in all, it's been a good week though.

I might backtrack a little since I've been mixing up days...and haven't been consistent with the actual day I get it done.  But here it goes....

Sunday I slept in part of the day...had to get my rest for later that night (after party)...lol.  I worked on site designs most of the day.  Unfortunately, one store we set up got shut down...so been busy redesigning stuff for our new-new site.  After that, I spent a HUGE amount of the evening finishing written diaries and "early years."  I ended up skipping PHouse to finish everything.  At least I was able to catch the after party (which wasn't that big).

Fortunately I was off Monday, so I slept ALL day.  Felt good though.  Down side, my sleep schedule was way off this week...but I've been getting it back on track.  Ben finished up his 3-day on Sunday, so I took him to the airport Monday.  It was cool having him back in town...hope to see him soon!  After the airport, I had chat...then ran out and grabbed a bit.  I treated myself to something a little better than Simply Asia noodles...lol.  Great salad! :-)  Thank god Applebee's is open late.

Tuesday, like Monday...was a day of R&R (rest & relaxation).  I slept in again, but then took care of some personal things.  I went out with Peter and Mav for a bit...we ended up grabbing a bite to eat.  It's cool seeing them, glad they're "back."  Hopefully I'll get a chance to hang with them more.  I know they're both busy looking for/starting work.  So we'll see.

Wednesday - again, uneventful.  I was planning on taking care of a few more things...but no such luck.  I had chat as usual, then I tried hitting a movie alone (The Incredible Hulk), but the movie ended up being cancelled.  That kind of put a damper on my night, so I hit Starbucks instead.  I just needed to get out and do something...anything.  I went from there, called up Melem, and decided to hit Pulse last minute.  Glad we did, I had a blast.  I think Melem did too.  A LOT of hot guys that night.  I really need to work on getting numbers though.  Still too shy to hit on guys at the club.   :-/

Thursday I was out & about all day.  Just needed to do my own thing again.  I drove to work to get my schedule, and in the process, found out about a midnight showing of Wall*e that the guys at work were going to see.  I *tried* to make it there...but didn't have much luck.  I put in the theater in my GPS....BIG mistake.   My GPS put me on the wrong street - 20 minutes away from where I needed to be.  Once I got there, the box office was locked with lights off.  Waste of a drive, but oh well.  I still want to see it....maybe if I can find a cute boy to go with me..lol.

Friday, the usual....cleaning and house meeting.  I was supposed to take Angel home, but the whole day got turned around.  We started first, by seeing a movie (Wanted)....then went from there, back home and started cleaning.  RIGHT after that, I had to head to work...pulled the closing shift.  I've been trying to get as many hours as I can, so picked up an extra shift.  I debated going out that night, but just passed out.

Saturday & Sunday pretty much the same.  Was off chat, so kept busy working.  I pretty much worked all weekend, skipped going out Saturday night because of that.  I'll be making up fo rit tonight (SundaY).  Plan tonight (as usual) is to hit Phouse after chat.  We'll see how the after party goes.

Looking forward to another busy (yet decent) week.  Wish you guys the best...enjoy.

Decent week...

Well, the week went well overall...busy week though.  We lost a CBL boy, had 2 apps in...and managed to launch a new store featuring CBL merchandise.  Basic thoughts before I continue with this past week...I truly wish Chase all the best in life (despite any thoughts I have regarding his situation).  Say whatever you want (because you already have)...but I wish him well.  Anyway, back to this past week.

The week started out on a low note.  We had our usual after party.  Unfortunately I wasn't able to stick around (but I heard I didn't miss anything).  Jay wasn't feeling well at all, so I ended up taking him to the hospital at 330/4 am.  He was burning up & sweating up a storm.  We were there about 4 hours.  During that time, they put an IV in him, got him hydrated, gave him some anti-nausea medicine and sent him on his way.  I wasn't able to get sleep while there...but I was happy that I could help...at least a little bit.  I know Jay felt bad that I wasn't able to make the party...but I told him to chill...I was more than happy to help him.  Friends come first, and he definitely needed the help.  

After the hospital, we made it back about 8:45ish.  I slept a few hours then just lounged around the house.  I spent part of the day working on the new store merchandise & designs, then did my usual chat.  We did have an applicant start his three-day today.  Tyler is his name...some of you might recognize him as a cuddle buddy I had over earlier last week.  Seems he liked the house so much, he wanted to apply.

Tuesday was another day of relaxation.  Day 2 for the new applicant.  I was getting really antsy to get back to work.  Just sitting around the house all day got to me, so I went out and ran some errands.  

Most of the days I had off from work, I worked on designs.  Nothing exciting, I know...but overall...made the store turn out well.  Remember, we are always open to ideas.  If you want to see something specific on a shirt or other piece of merchandise, shoot me an email.

Wednesday...thank god it's here!!!  Lol.  I had to work, nice and early....which is cool, gives me a jump on my day.  I had a lot of fun at work & did well with customers.  After work, I explored a little...took my camera to take pics of things here & there.  I enjoy photography a lot  so want to get back into it.  I do it more for myself than anything...so I'll be taking more time and going out and about.  This was the last day for Tyler (as an app).  After he did his chat, we it Pulse.  Melem, Chaz, myself and Tyler were the only ones there (from CBL).  Overall it was fun, but I did a slight scare.  I ran into someone from work.  Now, I'm not worried about the whole "gay thing"...but Melem was wearing his CBL shirt.  So, I had a LOT of explaining to do.  All I can hope, is that the guy I saw out, doesn't say anything...we'll see.

Thursday I ran around town and played CBL taxi.  Seth went with me to pick up his boy...Angel, then we hit the airport to pick up applicant two (Ben).  While we were out, Jay was kind enough to drive Tyler home.  After the airport, we came home...had to be back by 5 for Angel's chat.  We all did our chats, then got ready for Revolution.  Wow, what to say....this was an interesting night.  Another night that started great but didn't quite end that way.  Nothing bad happened to me per-say ...but it was a long night for Jonathan.  The only down side of what happened, it ended the night early for us.  I did manage to dance with a cutie most of the night...but there will be more nights, I'm sure.

Friday, day of cleaning...and day one of Ben's application period.  I was off work again this day, so nothing too fun happened.  I think I ran out for a bit, but I don't recall.  I was off chat.  Earlier in the week, I stopped at Savoy and talked to the manager about dancing...just waiting for him to give me a day.  Well, it worked out that I had the night off of chat.  I got called in for my "trial."  Made for a very late night...didn't make much in tips...and made for an even longer next-day.  Glad I did it though, so I'm just waiting to hear back from the manager.

Saturday rolls around...I had to get up early for work.  Normally not such a big deal, but hard with the previous night.  Work went really well though!  I helped a lot of people, made several sales on systems, and even managed to get a compliment from my managers.  After work, I came home...cleaned a little, chatted, then just passed out.  This was day two for Ben.  So far, he seems to be doing well, we'll see how his third day goes.

So like I said, nothing too exciting happened...but overall it turned out to be a decent week.  We'll see how Ben fares on his last night of chat.  I'm sure with the launch of the new store (www.zazzel.com/collegeboyslive) I'll keep busy this week.  Ben goes home Monday, I'll be working during the week..and even looking at places for my time outside CBL.  Hope you guys have a great week.  Oh, and after last week's diary...I have to say...I received several emails from people about "donations."  Some of you proved me wrong, and showed me that some actually do care.  For those special people...I salute you...you're awesome.  I hope you have an even better week!

Blah...

Idk, it's been a good week...just in a "blah" mood as I write this. I'm disappointed with our members. I won't waste my time with why...because you already know.

Well, I'll start the week with the way I ended the previous week. This was the end of Gay Days. Today (Sunday) I had to work, so I missed the whole Gay Day Pool Party. No worries there though, I worked later than anticipated (which is good)...and would have only had 2 hrs to enjoy. From what I hear, the place was packed...annoyingly so. After work, I had to pick up a new phone. My old one was acting up after being dropped in the hottub...then started leaking fluid from the LCD. $220 later, I have a new phone...not sure if I like it...but better than nothing. At least I can get calls for work. After that, headed home and played with the new "toy." I had to configure it, transfer contacts, texts, ringtones...etc. At least *try* to make it more "me." After that was chat...nothing new there. Naked hour. Then got ready and hit PHouse with the rest of the house. We had a party afterwards (becoming a regular thing...which is good!) We had a few cuties over...but as usual, nothing happened.

Monday, I was exhausted. I was supposed to take the bike in, but overslept. Eh, for the 2 months of sh*t they gave me, they can wait. I pretty much lounged around all day. Worked on a few projects for Zac & the site. But pretty much lazy day. Hey, we're all entitled to a day like that.

Next day though (Tuesday)...I took the bike in. Had to be there bright & early. I had to get it in by 9 for them to look at it...and so I could get it back same day. 3 hours later, they had it fixed. They tried to give me some crap about it, but I bitched them out...and would have made a scene. 2 months is more than enough time to fix the problem..and I am considering hitting them for back expenses. We'll see how much of a bitch I am this coming week. Drove home after that, more site work...then relaxed more. Again, nothing too exciting this day.

Wednesday I had to work (thank god!). Got me out of the house and into some sanity. The house isn't that bad, but being anyplace for more than a day will drive anyone nuts. So it was a nice escape. On top of that, I love the new job. It was my first full day on the floor. Seemed to go well. I was a little nervous, but all worked out. After work, I don't remember what I did. Since everything at the house blends together, I probably did more basic design work. Don't get me wrong...I love design work. I'm glad I can help out..even a little. I love graphic design. Be sure to look for the "new look of CBL."

Thursday was cool. I was lazy all day but had a friend come over. I picked him up from a local club here (planned before the club). It was coool...he's cute and great at cuddling. Hopefully I'll have him back over to cuddle. He is applying as an applicant...so look for him soon.

After waking up from a great night sleep, I got right to business. House meeting Friday, followed by 3-4 hours cleaning. Nothing exciting there. After that, I hung out with my friend, did some running around to help Seth, then drove my friend home. I couldn't stay up too late that night because of work the next day. I was off chat, so it was nice to just relax.

So that brings us to today...Saturday. I had to work today. Another great day. I did really well on the floor. I'm so pumped to go to work whenever I can. Not only did I have fun, but I made my first official sale of a system. :-) The day went by fast! Good news, I picked up extra hours. So I'm back at work tomorrow.

So that pretty much ends the week. Again, the week went well...but just in a weird mood as I write this. I look forward to next week...and even more work. Hope you guys have a decent week.

Fun week...

Fun week.  Yep, that about sums it up…lol.  Tune in next week for more.

 

Haha, just playing.  It’s been a fun week overall, very tiring though….very busy.  Most of you know, I had a friend in town.  We both had a fun time…him more than me.  He came down to visit…take one of the first vacations he’s had in a long time.  I’m glad he enjoyed his stay so much…and hope to see him again soon.

 

Though Sunday was the official start of the week, I think I covered it in the last diary…and I honestly don’t remember what I did.  Monday I do remember though.  It was fun…I spent the whole day hanging out with Ben.  We started out on I-Drive where we grabbed a quick bite to eat, walked around a bit, hit the store, then headed home.  Once home, we just chilled... he did his thing, I did mine.  I had chat, so I believe he ended up playing WoW.  After that, we went for a late night dip in the pool and took random pictures.  He loves frogs, so it was cool to see a few tree frogs around, and take pics of some of them on him.  It was one of those ideal nights…great weather, good friend, overall great time.

 

Tuesday was another fun day.  We headed off to the beach nice and early.  Great weather that day.  Though, the drive was a little longer than usual…it was cool.  Lots of talking, catching up, and just general stuff.  The beach was awesome!  This was the first time I had gone to the beach, since moving here.   Ben had a blast too.  We laid out, went swimming, laid out more, more swimming…and so on…about 5 times…lol.  After that, we hit Ron Jon Surf Shop to look around.  Nothing too exciting there.  After the whole beach/shopping thing, we headed home, but stopped at P.F. Changs along the way. One of Ben’s favorite places, so it was fun.  From there, we went home, I had chat…and just relaxed the rest of the evening.

 

Wednesday was the last of the fun days with Ben.  His last full day in town, so we ended up going out to lunch with Clay & Tom.  We went to some new place (to Orlando) called Hamburger Mary’s…so-so food…nothing too spectacular.  Still nice to get out though, and explore Orlando a little.  Unfortunately I couldn’t spend all day with him, but it worked out.  I had to work later in the evening, but he had a date…so all in all, it was good.  His date took him late into the night, but he had a blast. I ended up passing out early after a looong day….with an early morning to follow.

 

Thursday was a real early morning.  I had to take Ben to the airport.  He was happy to be going back home to his friends, but at the same time…really didn’t want to leave FL.  If everything works out, he said he’d like to be back down in a few weeks.  We’ll see what happens.  After dropping him off, I came home and worked on a small project for Zac.  Then we had to get ready for the kick off to Gay Days 2008.  We loaded up the alcohol (for the others), the chat stuff, cams, laptops, batteries…etc.  Not sure exactly what time we got there…but it was soooo much fun.  Just cool to go to a welcoming environment, lay out by the pool…and swim when I wanted.  The whole day was worth it.  The pool party was part of the expo.  Several hot guys there, some of which, I gave my number to.  Let’s see if any call.

 

Friday and Saturday I’ll just combine.  They pretty much consisted of the same stuff.  We had our usual cleaning & house meeting…making plans for the remainder of Gay Days.  Aside from that, I just worked, worked, worked.  That’s a good thing though.  I was so happy to go to work everyday.  Granted, I came home exhausted…I’m really excited to be working for Apple!  The rest of the weekend and upcoming week should be good.  Catch you all around.

And so it continues....

Well, I'm in week 8 or 9 now???  Who knows...these days all seem to blur together.  Nothing bad happened this week (at least nothing worth blogging about)...it all gets read by the wrong people anyway.  First thing I'll say....I know I shouldn't let "Gossip" get to me...but seriously, learn how to write!  You're allowed to use spell check, grammar check, and proof read for once!!  That is all, you're dismissed.

So to get back on track...Monday was like the previous Monday...hung out with Seth, picked up Angel, grabbed a bite to eat while we were out...came home, and did chat.  Nothing too eventful, I know.  Oh, and as usual...I spent part of the day bitching at the dealership to fix my motorcycle (as if that will ever happen).  Once again - BIKER BOB'S HARLEY DAVIDSON in Taylor MI (734) 947-4647.   

DO NOT USE THEM! 

DO NOT USE THEM! 

DO NOT USE THEM!

DO NOT USE THEM!

DO NOT USE THEM!

Tuesday I got up early to sign some papers...yes, that does happen.  I can actually wake up early.  I dragged Seth & Angel along with me...figured that if I have to get up early, they can too.  Seth "said" he wanted to look for jobs and apply...but of course that never happened.  They ended up looking at rings while I took care of my stuff at Apple.  After that, some bitching occurred, so we apparently had to stop & eat before someone threw a bitch fit. (Like we haven't seen that before).  I must say though, Seth did treat to lunch...so that was nice of him.  Though, he did get an early start on the day by drinking before noon.  From there, we hit a movie (Indiana Jones).  Wasn't the worst movie, but certainly wasn't that great.  I think there was just more appeal when I was a kid....now, just doesn't have that same effect.   Oh well.  After that, we headed home.  Seth may or may not have called on some jobs...I honestly don't recall.  I think he applied to some online.  Overall, a somewhat busy day.

Wednesday was a flat out boring, lazy, uneventful day.  I pretty much relaxed all day, not even sure if I left the house at all.  But why would I??  with gas at $4 a gallon, it would be stupid to go anywhere these days.  I followed up on just a few job listings & applications.  Also talked with Apple to figure out what was going on.  Now, for those of you who missed it...Apple called me back and offered me a job.  So most of the week was spent filling out paperwork and training.

So Thursday rolls around, same story as Thursday...lazy, lazy day.  I did workout though, that's the only thing helping with my sanity (until I start work).  I haven't been going out much...just not really feeling it.  So, I maintained my streak and opted out of PI....lame ass music with busted whores!  Just one more day until I start at Apple though!!!  I can see the light, kind of, sort of.  Almost within reach...something to get me out of the house, and somewhat productive in life.  That day, I did help out with attracting new people to our site....so aside from the normal boring members, we had some new faces.  Horny little devils....but all the same.  We're always happy to get new faces.

So it's Friday, the day we all dread.  Normal house meeting stuff, normal cleaning tasks.  I had a lot to get done in a small amount of time.  Why???  Well, today was the start of training for me at Apple.  This meant I had to cram a TON of cleaning into less than 2 hours.  Well, kind of.  I actually got a head start on it the night before.  Thank god I did...saved me from any trouble.  I know Seth made mention of rules being set down & followed for ALL....so I can only hope that maybe this week, the same can be expected with cleaning & certain roommates.  No clubbing, no tricking, no putting off until the next day!!....unless we all get that luxury to skirt our chores.  Anyway, the start of training went well...I'll spare you the details...but I think this will be a job I'll truly enjoy...only time will tell.

Saturday and Sunday started out the same.  Work pretty much all day.  Saturday, right after work...I hit the airport to pick up a friend.  Not a "friend"...but an actual friend.  Someone I used to date...commonly referred to as an ex.  Ex, not "friend."  Simple enough???!!  One more time....he's an ex & friend...not fuck buddy, not trick, not Orlando whore...but an actual friend.  This word can be found in many dictionaries, if you so desire to find out it's meaning.  So I picked him up from the airport, brought him back here to drop off his stuff...then went out and grabbed a quick bite.

Only difference Sunday, I had to rush home to do a quick photo-shoot & make chat on time.  After chat, it was decided that we were going out...so we did.  We skipped our usual Savoy for the $1 drinks...and went right to PHouse.  The crowd was a tad slow, but still decent.  Not that many cute guys...but good enough.  Zac ended up inviting several people over.  So, now as I type this, there's a small party going on downstairs.  No, I'm not really missing anything...but am I ever?  So yay, to yet another week.   Next week will be just as busy, if not more-so.  I hear it's Gay Days...but I'll probably miss most of it.  Oh well.  Here's to another "exciting" week.

Hmm...

Well, this past week started out like any other...a night at Phouse...but this time, no real drama...thank goodness.  Overall the week went well, nothing too exciting, but decent nonetheless.

Monday was a little interesting.  I said bye to Nube (who was visiting us as his vacation).  Very cool to meet Nube...I hope he enjoyed his stay here  After Nube left, I took Seth & Angel out to run a few errands and to take care of things.  First stop of the day was the mall.  We went with the intent to pick up job apps.  The few places we hit, actually said they were out and to do them online...seems all are going that way.  That wasn't the interesting part though.  

While we were at the mall, I wanted to get a smoothie...so we hit the smoothie stand.  This guy was standing there, starring us down hardcore.  At first I thought he was actually checking us out...but nope!!!  Seth and Angel were right behind me, Angel reaching into Seth's back pocket to grab his phone.  Well, this guy goes OFF on us, yelling "that's fucking disgusting, nobody wants to see that, do you think people like that, that's gross, stop it, you're fucking disgusting....etc."  He just kept going and going.  I spoke up and told him "don't look at it then...turn your head forward, don't look," and kept repeating that when he said something.  I stepped up , crossed my arms, and just stood there...but ooo, he pissed off Angel.  Angel tried pushing me out of the way so he could step up...but I wouldn't budge.  The guy just kept going & going.  He tried to stare us down even more...which just made me laugh.  I told him, "you don't intimidate us!"  Then as he was going to say something again, the smoothie lady said "if any of you want a smoothie, you will all shut-up and not say anything to each other, do I make myself clear?!"  That worked, we said yes, the guy said yes ma'am....but he kept starring.  LOL, too funny.  He walked away trying to get in our faces...we just smirked.  For all the times Seth says stuff & gets people going, he stayed quiet this time.  I was really hoping he'd use his wit to get the guy to throw a punch....that's all I was waiting for, but no such luck.  Wow, that got the blood going...would have been funny to have 3 "fags" beat that guy up. 

Anyway, after that & a little cool down period, we headed home and did our usual....chill/nap and chat.  Fun day all in all...lol.

Tuesday was slightly more productive, but not much.  Seth & Angel ended up staying the night at Rich's on Monday...so I picked them up from there.  From there, we drove to Sears to get applications for work.  Yes, the same place Peter worked for.  That took forever...the whole trip was over 3 hours...gotta love traffic..NOT!  After that, was chat...and a small get together with 4 of Tom Moran's boys.  That made for a not so fun evening, but what else would you expect from that type of crowd.  **Side note - Jessie seemed cool though - this does NOT apply to him**  After they left, I went to bed and *tried* to sleep.

Wednesday was a lot more fun.  I got up, left...and hung out with Clay all day.  We started out playing darts at a local bar, then swung by the mall, then left there and headed to a friend's house.  We caught up with Tom there and chilled most of the evening.  It was cool to relax out of the house..and catch up with them.  Hard to explain...but it was a little sense or normalcy.  I was off chat that night, but came home anyway...and tried to sleep.

Seeing a pattern here yet?..yes? no?...I'm having a hard time sleeping again. :-(  I need to turn that around quick.  But on to the next day (yes, I know my grammar sucks...oh well).   Thursday was a lazy day.  I slept in until 3 (again, I hard a hard time falling asleep), called on a few jobs, searched for a few more online, and that was pretty much it.  Mind you, I've been calling the dealership everyday about the bike...STILL having problems with them.  Once again, that's Biker Bob's Harley Davidson in Taylor, MI....DO NOT USE THEM.  I was off chat this night, but stayed in...just wasn't feeling it...not in the mood to go anywhere.  Eh, oh well...and yet another restless night with little sleep.

Friday...UGH.  Yep, that time of the week again.  Cleaning day!  After the usual house meeting & cleaning, I packed everyone up (Seth & Angel) and headed out.  Where to?...somewhere Seth didn't want to be...guesses?  Come on...anyone?...nope, not the doctor, not the ER....  We were off to Angel's house to drop him off.  Why didn't Seth want to be there???  it meant he had to drop off his bf and not see him for a few days.  I'm willing to bet, this will be a LONG few days.  After dropping Angel off and hugs & kisses, we headed back home and vegged out. 

So this brings us to Saturday.  Today (Saturday), I had a bit of a surprise when I woke up.  I checked my email as usual, as well as missed calls & messages.  Turns out Apple called.  Apparently they had a few positions open up, and asked if I was still interested in joining their team.  Of course I accepted!  I cleaned up, headed there...and filled out some necessary paperwork.  I'll be starting training next Friday...so we'll see how it goes.  No, I will not stop looking for work...I'm still applying, keeping options open...but this is a step in the right direction.  So I'm happy.  From there, I went home, grabbed Jay (who was visiting for the day), headed to Walmart, picked up a little food, then came back and did chat.  Nothing too exciting going on tonight...just diaries.  Yes, you read right...diaries were pushed up a day, so I apologize for it lacking a little...one day short...lol.  Anyway, have an awesome week...I know I'll try.

Interesting week...

Wow, well...it's definitely been a different week for me.  This week, my goal was to start out & stay positive throughout the week.  For the most part, I didn't do too bad...few ups & downs, but nothing MAJOR.  After the last diary, I hit PHouse with the guys...trying to be in a decent mood.  All in all, the night went well.  I met several people, saw a few cute guys, got a few numbers, and had fun.  While about to head out, I was making my rounds and saying bye to people...one of the cute boys I met (Angel) followed me out, and as I was saying bye to another (Sebastian), Angel saw Sebastian...kind of got into with him, said a few things...then parted ways.  I found out later that they were ex's.  Oops!  The two boys I meet, ex's...and on bad terms??!!  That's the gay world for you...small & often times, drama filled.  Anyway, both were cool to me....Sebastian invited me to Denny's (which I declined because of time restraints)...and Angel got my number, so we could set something up for the next day.

So next day rolls around.  This was a sad day, but happy at the same time.  Sad - because I had to say bye to Peter.  Seth, "applicant Angel," Peter, and I piled into the car to drop Peter off at the airport.  I was sad to say bye, but happy for Peter at the same time....I know he was eager to see Mav.  I'm not supposed to say this...but someone else in the car also got a little emotional...which was different to see from this individual.  So from there (the airport), we drove to Angel's place to drop him off.  It was a decent ride overall.  Seth gave his fair-well kiss to Angel, said bye, and got in the front seat.  Now, for those of you who have been keeping up, you know that Seth & I haven't been on the best of terms for a bit.  That made this car ride, that much more interesting.  We actually managed to go the whole ride home without killing each other.  It started out very quiet....both of us watching what we said.  Seth ended up apologizing, as did I....not for any specific event, more because of the way we treated each other.  So we got that out of the way....kind of/sort of opened up a little (but not a lot, not yet).  All in all, it was a decent ride home.

From there, the story actually starts.  Later that afternoon...I had a boy come over.  A boy that I had met the previous night at Phouse...named Angel.  To clear any confusion, this is NOT "applicant Angel."  This will now be Angel 2 (or my Angel).  So angel 2 came over and hung out for a little.  We hit Fairvilla up (I was interested to see what it was like), talked, then parted.  I had to get to chat, and he had to get ready for his evening.  I ended up meeting him after chat, at PHouse, where we talked more and I met his roommates.  He ended up coming home with me on my motorcycle & seemed to love it, and he stayed the night...which was awesome...I really needed someone to cuddle with.

Next morning, we woke up...he woke me up...and we hung out ALL day.  It was a lot of fun...it got me out of the house, with someone cool.  We went back to his place during the day, layed out by the pool (which I got burned again), watched a movie, then drove him back here.  During the movie, he sent me a cute text...asking me to be his boyfriend.  I gave it some thought, definitely thought it was rushing it a LOT....but I said "what the hell," something new, something unexpected, something different...let's see where this goes.  So I said "yes."  Yes, less than 24 hours, I had a bf....wow...just, um.....wow.  It's cool though....he stayed the night again, we cuddled, watched a movie, then passed out.  Granted, it's new & unexpected...but I was enjoying myself.

So we wake up, now on Wednesday, I drive him home, kiss him bye....turn around, and drive home.  Wednesday was a pretty laid back day.  I was up early (for a change), that I didn't know what to do with myself.  I went to lunch with Zac & Chase....which was cool.  First time I've kind of hung out with Chase (outside the house).  After that, I hit up Paradise with Clay & Tom.  We did our usual, socialize, play darts, and just chill.  I'll definitely be hanging out with both of them, even outside this house...they're really cool.  After Paradise, I went back home to do chat.  I talked with Angel afterwards, then just passed out.

Thursday was another chill day.  I took care of some grocery shopping, hung out all day, went to dinner with Chase, then came back and did chat.  Dinner was nice, we talked...got to know just a "little" more about Chase.  That night I had late chat.  Angel surprised me though, buzzing over when I have chat...and he ended up staying the night.  It was a nice surprise to say the least...I was happy to see him.  I guess he made a little effort to socialize with Seth & his Angel...which was cool.  Decent night overall.

Friday, well...let's just say Friday was a weird day for me.  Not sure why, but I was in a mood.  I took Seth & Angel to get some stuff taken care of.  While doing so, I had made plans to hang with my Angel, but ended up ignoring his calls later in the evening.  No, it wasn't something he did wrong, yes...I was a total ass for it.  Honestly, I didn't know what to say...or how to act.  I just wasn't feeling it...didn't want to deal with anyone that night.  I got so stressed, I ended up leaving the house randomly, late at night...and just drove around.  Obviously, this worried Angel...and irritated him at the same time...I don't blame him.

The next day (Saturday), after a horrible nights sleep, I got up to numerous missed calls & text messages.  Angel was not happy.  He didn't know what to think...what he did wrong (if anything).  I went thru most of the day, debating what to say...how to *try* to smooth things...at least a little.  I liked him, I still do...but idk.  I think we rushed things way too fast.  I told him I'm a relationship type of person, and I stand by that....but I have to build up to that relationship.  I ended up calling him later in the evening and told him that I wasn't ready...just not yet.  He wasn't happy, to say the least.  Again, I can't blame him at all...I take full responsibility.  I was an ass ignoring him....and I feel bad about it.  It's something I need to work on....being open with my feelings.  I understand where he's coming from, I understand he's hurt, an I know it doesn't make it better....but I did/do like him....I'd like to get to know him more....but that's up to him now.  Either way, I respect his decision...and regardless, I wish him the best.  He'll probably never believe that, but that's all I can say & offer.  I wish you the best Angel!

I skipped a few parts of Saturday...so I'll hit on those briefly.  During the say, I hung out with Seth & his Angel and Nube.  We went to lunch, then dropped Seth's Angel off at his place.  After that, we came back home and I caught up with Jay (at least for a bit).  Always cool seeing Jay...very good guy.

Fast forward now...Sunday, day of rest....Seth woke me up to get his bf Angel.  We picked him up, met his mom, went to friends of his (Angel's), hit the pool, and relaxed for a few hours.  Everyone seemed nice...very warm.  From the pool, we hit Savoy and played darts (of course), came home, did our chats, then got ready for the club.  After everyone was primped & preened, we went to Savoy (for cheap drinks) then to PHouse (also with Nube).  The night wasn't bad...little slow, but not bad.  I did run into (or see at least) my Angel...though, we never talked or made eye contact.  I wasn't worried so much, but just didn't want to start anything.  I guess he had a nice chat with everyone else though.  Oh well.  After the club, we came home and had a small get-together.  Nothing too special...but nice nonetheless.  Just had a few cute guys over and had decent conversation.  We also had Joey & Robbie over (certainly not strangers to the house).  It's always cool seeing them though.  If all works out, hopefully I'll be grabbing lunch with Joey later this weekend.  Anyway, that's pretty much it.  Like I said, all in all...it was a decent week.  Few bumps here and there....but when isn't there.  Hope everyone has an awesome week.  I'm going to shoot for another positive week! :-)

Pointless...

Well, it's been one of those pointless weeks.  Absolutely nothing worthwhile happened.  Basically one of those - eat, sleep, wake up, deal with people & blah, blah, blah weeks.

I wish I could BS this whole journal like some people can...but I'm not that good with my words.  So plain and simple, this week sucked.  My own fault, I know...but doesn't change the fact that it was "a week of my life, that I'll never get back."

Monday, I drove with Jonathan to drop off Seth at the Tampa house.  I guess he was supposed to either fill a void, or get applicants...or who knows what.  The good thing that came of that day....I got to know Jonathan a little bit better, on the drive back to Orlando.  We stopped at a truck stop so Jonathan could smoke and he managed to get recognized by someone, because of CBL.  That was a little weird, but I guess it's normal for him..it didn't phase him.  It's cool see different sides of Jonathan...in & out of the house, near people...and alone.  He seems like a cool guy, one I hope to get to know a little more while here.  Zac is probably the only person here who I haven't had a chance, to get to know...hopefully that'll change.  I know he keeps busy with the site and the house...so it'll be a challenge.

Tuesday was a typical day for me.  Yes, that means I slept in yet again.  I pretty much relaxed around the house, went grocery shopping (kind of), did chat, then hit Savoy.  While there, I saw Russell.  I did actually ask him out, which he agreed to.  We'll see it it ever happens.  Seems when most people say yes, it's to be nice...and it never actually occurs.  Oh well, such is life.  After seeing him, I called it an early night...wasn't feeling too well.  Not sure what it is, but all week, I haven't been feeling quite up to par.  Haven't been able to sleep, stomach all torn up...stressed out. :-/

Wednesday was a bit of a let down, but expected at the same time.  For those that recall, I had an interview with Apple on Sunday....and this was the day that I heard back.  They emailed me, saying that they're going to go a different route...with people who better meet today's needs.  We all know group speaking/collaboration isn't my strong suite...definitely something I need to work on.  Whether it'll happen or not, I don't know.  I'm not really motivated to change right now.  I know I have the skill-set & the knowledge....but it's all about sales.  If you can sell yourself, then you're golden...even if you don't know sh*t!!!  Anyway, after hearing from Apple, I drove Jonathan to the store, picked up Peter from work (his last day), had a friend over (Jay of course), chilled around the house, did chat, then hit Savoy with Jonathan.  Yes, that's right....Jonathan went to Savoy...with me, no less.  We had a good time.  We ended up meeting Rich there, then Jonathan got a few drinks in him...played darts with me...and did his usual thing...got social :-)  It was cool though, fun hanging out.

Thursday, I took Peter to the store....pretty much lounged again.  Another day of not feeling well, so I layed low.  The night before, I promised Jonathan I'd go with him to PI...which I did.  I had one of the later chats...so I ended up meeting them/him there.  I didn't stay too long...just enough to make an appearance.  PI isn't really my thing..music sucks, people - not so cute, and I just get a weird vibe.  I followed thru on my promise though, that's what mattered.  I also left at the perfect time, avoided dealing with the whole drunk gang.  I'm glad they at least have a night to get trashed together.  It means I can pick the one night I don't want to deal with anyone.

Now that half the house is leaving/gone, it'll be interesting though.  I'll still be hanging with Clay & Tom a lot...but they'll be busy (as expected).  Peter is gone...so the house won't be the same at all.  I'm definitely going to miss them...I honestly don't know how I'm going to deal with the few remaining.  Obviously, I'm going to watch what I say...and NOT put my true feelings here...as people do read this, then react.  So, to keep things simple, I'll keep it to myself!  What does that mean for my interactions here?...well, I'll treat as if I do the real world...I'll ignore it!!!...plain and simple!

Friday, again...another shitty day.  I woke up throwing up & missed an interview because of it.  Worst case, it doesn't come thru...not too worried about that particular job...but certainly going to try to reschedule.  I still have my integrity to maintain (make all the jokes you want).  After we figured out that the furnace was ON...which would explain why it was so f*cking hot...and probably the thing making me throw up, we cleaned.  Yep, that's right...it was cleaning day again...laundry room, theater room, commons & bathroom.  Not so fun!  I also had to take pics of my motorcycle, to show the dealership the damage done while it was shipped.  Hopefully, they'll actually do something about it.  Who knows though, wouldn't be a first that they f*cked up.  Another buyer beware - DO NOT USE BIKER BOB'S in Taylor, Michigan.

Saturday was much better...but only because I was gone half the day.  It started out just by relaxing...hung out near the pool, went swimming, worked on a tan...and just did my own thing.  I met Clay & Tom at a wine party/benefit.  That was a lot of fun, got to meet new people and experience something different (than the norm.) here in FL.  I miss parties like that...parties where people have respect & class.  After the party, I hit Savoy & did my usual...played darts.  From there, I went to Pulse.  It was fun, little slow...but nice to go again.  It had been awhile since I went last time.  Couple cute boys there, one who's number I got.  We'll see if that goes anywhere.....at least make another friend?  Went home from there, tried to sleep...but couldn't - nothing new there.

Sunday...it was fun.  I got to hang with Clay & Tom...and Peter on their last day at CBL.  We went to Tampa and hit Hard Rock Casino.  Fortunately, I brought a very limited amount of cash...only enough that I was prepared to lose.  After 3 hrs or slots...I walked out with $5 less than when I had started...definitely worth it.   It was worth getting out of the house, spending time with really cool people, and just doing something new.  Again, I'm really going to miss Clay & Tom...and Peter...A LOT!!!  As for tonight, the plan is to hit PHouse.  I'll be going alone, one...not that I really have a choice, but two...so I don't have to deal with people.  I can do my own thing on my own time.  Anyway, I know this was short...not a whole lot happened this week.  For those that read the daily happenings, and did the assignment I had posted...you are truly awesome people!  You made a difference in someone's life...something they won't forget.  However small it was, it matters...and you matter!  Thanks!  Everyone else...have an awesome week.