Lame week...

Well, this week has gone by rather quickly...but nothing truly exciting happened.  I've pretty much settled in now.  The next big step for me....finally getting a job...for my own sanity (and money).   I guess the big news of the week...we had a little infestation problem that hit the house.  Now, by infestation, most of you are thinking little critters/bugs that are all over the house....you're partially correct.  We don't have spiders, lizards, cockroaches, ants, etc (anymore than usual)...but instead, another very small, very difficult thing to get rid of.  Think...looooooong and hard.  It's easy to get, hard to get rid of...small, almost microscopic (but not quite)....lives under the skin, makes you itch until you tear your own skin open.....give up?!?  It's scabies!!!

Monday and Tuesday were pretty much spent sanitizing the house, doing laundry, bug bombing the rooms, more laundry, wiping things down, even more laundry, stripping the beds, *cough* laundry, separating things from further contamination, laundry...laundry, oh and even more laundry.  No, this wasn't brought into the house by me, wasn't from "whoring" around, and is NOT anyone's fault...it happens, we dealt with it...we're getting over it.  But yeah, that made for an interesting start of the week.  Many phone calls were made to ensure all parties affected by it, were notified/warned.

Anyway, enough of that.  The rest of the week was relatively mellow....uneventful, and lame, all at the same time.  Several plans were made and fell through throughout the week.  Fortunately/unfortunately none directly affecting me.  Wednesday, I was supposed to take Seth to apply for college classes at VCC.  That didn't happen...not because of him, but because the funds he was counting on hadn't come thru yet.  I'm not sure if he'll be able to make it in time for next semester...but I truly wish him well in that area.  This is the most energetic and excited I've seen him get about anything (in my few weeks here).  After Wednesday fell thru for him, the plan was to go Thursday, then Friday...now **maybe** Monday, but we'll see.  As for the rest on Wednesday, I ended up hitting the store..and then Savoy later in the evening.  I'm starting to like Savoy.  It's laid back, somewhat quiet...and I enjoy playing darts there.

Thursday was a lazy day....but then again, the whole week was a lazy week.  I lounged around all day...hit Savoy again the next night.  More darts, one really cute dancer, and several sodas later, I headed for home.  I haven't been able to sleep lately,  so anything to get out of the house (until I have a job) helps.  Right now, it helps me unwind. **By one cute dancer, I mean I saw a cute dancer...didn't do anything with him**

Friday was cleaning day...as usual.  Zac has been working on a project all week, so we didn't have to worry about the kitchen (fortunately).  After cleaning, I hung out with Clay....went to AE, checked out some clothes (their new line-up), got my car washed, then hit Paradise where we met up with Tom.  We hung out there for a bit, playing darts and talking about the many wonders of life....lol....or not.  Seriously though, it's cool hanging out with those two.  It brings a sense of normalcy to things right now...I can't explain what that means, just trust me.

Saturday and Sunday were very "blah" days.  I haven't been feeling well these past few days.  Not sure what it is...the heat maybe? stress? people? combination of all those?!  I don't know, I laid low the past 2 days, slept most of Saturday, and parts of Sunday.  I managed to get a flat tire somehow, so today (Sunday), I spent the other part of the day getting it fixed (thanks to Chaz driving me).  After chat, I took off for a bit and did my own thing.  Now, I'm back...and finishing my diaries (which I put off all day).

So, the big questions - How's the job hunt going? What's going on with Patrick? Am I falling into the "CBL trap?"  

The hunt is going!  This week, I had one lead thanks to Chase....I'm still following up with that and the person heading HR.  Also, I just got an email from Apple asking me to join a seminar regarding a position I applied for.  Peter offered to pick up an application where he works, which I told him I'd greatly appreciate.  So yes, I'm still looking for work.  Despite sleeping when I am...I AM trying, and have NOT fallen into that trap quite yet.  

Patrick, hmmm....we're still on good terms, haven't "disposed" of each other yet.  I dropped off his stuff today (he needed his keys).  Like last week, I'm playing it by ear...this week I just wasn't feeling it (with anyone)...wasn't feeling well at all and wanted to be left alone.  Nobody is leading anyone on.  Right now, I'm focussed on getting a job!

I'm hoping this next week, I'll have things close to being figured out/resolved.  Until then, have a good week.

Eh, who knows...

It's been one of those weeks...some fun, new friends, and more.  For the most part, I was a lazy ass this whole week.  Of course I did the usual job hunting.  I don't have any leads for computer work, but have other retail and service jobs available if need be.  I might have to resort to one of those soon if nothing comes thru.  We'll see.

I had more bank problems this week, fortunately I planned for it and took most of my money out before they could LOCK IT AGAIN.  F*CK  WAMU...seriously!!!  I'll be looking at other banks this week.  I have a few in mind thanks to a few of you.

Monday was definitely a lazy day.  I didn't sleep well the night before and work up with a huge headache...which kept me in bed late throughout the day (until 4pm).  From there, I chilled around the house...then went out later that evening to the bar with Tom & Clay, and Zachyboi (Zachy's last night in town).  I think everyone was feeling a little off that night...everyone had a headache..and Clay was sick.

The next day I woke up late...but not nearly as late as the day before.  I made plans to meet up with Clay & Tom at 12...and I woke up at 12:05...so I was late :-/  But I made it there 35 minutes later and had lunch with them (which Clay was kind enough to make - Chinese Chicken)...very good lunch.  After that, we dropped Zachyboi off at the airport and then Tom drove us the to beach where we looked around a bit.  He pointed out where the Space Shuttle is launched from.  Then he just kicked back and chilled at Tom's...watching a movie.  I made it back here, did chat, then went on my first date while living here.  I met a really nice guy named Patrick...he took me out to dinner (despite it being 11 at night - because of my chat).  He seemed really cool...and brought him over that night to cuddle & watch a movie.  We never made it thru the movie..haha...but had fun.

The next day I drove Patrick to work (his car was totaled the week before by a truck).  I fell asleep as soon as I made it back home.  Wednesday was pretty much a blur.  I lounged, did some shopping, then picked Patrick up at work.  That night we tried again with a different movie, again...no luck.  We made it further into the movie, but also had a lot more fun during it.  I'm still being careful with him...he seems cool...but I'm not sure how to read him.  I'm also new, so not jumping into anything too quickly...I need time to explore.  But we'll see what happens.

Thursday, I dropped Patrick off again at work then dealt with the bank.  They succeeded in convincing me to close my NEW account.  Yay WAMU!!!  After the whole bank thing, I chilled with Seth, got out some feelings...and went from there.  He's another who's hard to read.  But he knows it and intentionally makes it that way.  I don't how to feel about him....but at the same time, I do.  I guess I can't explain it....maybe I will be able to when he does.  This will be a long 5 months.

Friday, Saturday, & Sunday also blur together.  These were my longest 3 days of the week...and I don't think it'll get any better for the week to come.  There's a huge mix emotions involved.  These three days, I was pretty much pissed at the world...and more importantly, myself!  I cut myself off from everyone (which is what I do when I get pissed & don't know how to deal with things...this won't change anytime soon)  I left the house, turned off my phone, and just wandered, hitting various places in Orlando....movies, mall, bar, store, and just driving in general.  I went out to the club in an attempt to forget about stuff...which never happens, especially when you come home alone...and it makes it worse.  My own fault though.  I pretty much tried to absorb myself by playing darts every night at the bar/clubs.  I checked out a few guys, but my heart wasn't in it...it was somewhere else :-(

I don't know...I don't know what to feel right now, I got out some of my feelings...but knew it wouldn't accomplish anything.  Being "open" is something that's going to take getting used to.  Right now, I don't see the point.  It only serves to make others think they have more power than they do...it makes me look weak.  Why would anyone want to look weak in life?!?  I don't do sympathy, I don't do pity, I don't do guilt!  Anyway, we'll see what happens.  Tonight (Sunday), I'll be in my own world...hiding again.

**I appreciate responses, but please...not this week, not with regards to this topic....thanks**

*** I still like you, even though I shouldn't***

-------------you know who you are-----------

The Big Party...

Well, this was the week of THE BIG PARTY.  Our 10th Anniversary to be exact.  Everyday leading up to the party this week was filled with cleaning, cleaning, cleaning...and more cleaning.  I will say though, the house looks great....or did.

Monday I finally opened up my bank account...in person (with Washington Mutual).  This time, it was a relatively fast and painless experience...for the most part.  I successfully opened up a free checking account...took about 15 minutes.  However, when I came home...I tried to apply for a linked Online Savings account...yeah, um.....not so painless.  For some reason, not only was the Online Savings account denied, but they locked my account entirely...forcing me to wait 7 business days, before I can access what little money I put in.  I was less than pleased (to say the least).

After a few choice words at the computer (as if it could hear me)...I called up WAMU and waited for a representative.  I was patient...kind of, and was very polite to the woman at the other end.  She was frienldy, but doesn't help sometimes.  She told me, that since it was an online account, it was computer driven and there was nothing more she could do.  I had to wait those 7 days and try again.  WOW, I must say....DO NOT USE WASHINGTON MUTUAL!!!!  I've never had this many issues opening a bank account.  It's pretty simple...give them money, sign a piece of paper or 2, get some starter checks....and login online to my account.  Simple...you would think.  So, I'm still waiting to see when the account will be available to access.  I'll pull most of the money...and try again....this way, it doesn't get ALL tied up in the bank.

DO NOT USE WASHINGTON MUTUAL!!!!

So Tuesday...Tuesday wasn't bad.  I had a chance to work on a tan. Bad idea...lol  I should have used sunscreen...but didn't.  You can see where this is going.  We did yard work for the big day (Saturday)...I was out front cleaning the bushes/trees/plants.  I didn't think I was outside nearly as long as I was...but I got burned.  Like any burn...it wasn't obvious at first...but it hit me hard that night.  I was beat red...but got over it...not my first burn, won't be my last.  The next morning though, that was a different story.  I woke up with my shoulders blistered all over.  I guess I was outside longer than I thought.

Wednesday & Thursday I took it easy...still cleaned, but stayed out of the sun.  I planned on taking the motorcycle out, but couldn't bare to wear too much.  Fortunately, Seth was kind enough to rub my back down with aloe multiple times a day.  Friday, was different though, this time...both Seth & Peter got burned (as we were outside again cleaning and finishing up).  I worked out front a little more (not long though)...then attempted to help out back around the pool.  That was fun, I got so warm, that I just jumped in and swam.  A few minutes later, Clay joined me...and we just horsed around.

I had another fun week with Tom & Clay...most nights, I hung out with them and did misc. things.  We hit several bars, played pool & darts...and talked.  Clay was awesome...he took me shopping to get some new clothes (AE of course!!!).  It was fun...I got 2 new shirts, 2 pairs of shorts, and a pair of sandals.  Fortunately, Clay was kind enough to help out (with his discount)...but shhh.  I need to save up a little more so I can get some stuff down the road.  It's been a blast hanging out with him & Tom...both very cool guys.

Saturday, I woke up and hung out with Clay & Tom again.  We hit Tom's place, a pool bar, and then hit the airport to pickup Zachyboi.  That was fun...it was nice to get out right before the party, and just relax.  After picking up Zachyboi...we said hi to some of Clay's friends, then headed back to the house....and let the party begin!

Wow, well...overall, the party wasn't much different than others I've been too.  Alcohol, drunk guys, ex's, drama, fights, ambulance....yeah, pretty much the typical.  Only difference this time - no cops, and no straight people.  One person was taken to the hospital after he fell down the stairs, hit his head, and broke his wrist (all after TONS of drinking). I met a few people (though most kept to themselves - all the ex-cbl boys).   It was cool to meet a few of the members.  Two people I invited showed up...which was nice.  I pretty much avoided drama, though some was indirectly related to me (Seth & James...I'll leave it at that).  Overall, it was fun...ended at the right time.  **I wish Ryan well...and hope he heals soon**

That brings us to today.  Today (Sunday) I took Joe & Brandon to Tom's softball game.  We met Clay and Zachyboi there...hung out, shot the sh*t, and just took it easy.  After a bit, we came home...did chat, and now...this diary.  It's definitely been an interesting week.  Long in some regards...but good nevertheless.  Let's see what my third week holds in store.  Everyone else, have an awesome week!

First Week...

Hi guys, well...this was my first official week at CBL.  For those that have followed along, I spent the 2 weeks prior to this week, in Michigan...getting ready for the move.  I had to finish out my last 2 weeks at work, pack everything up, say bye to a select few friends, and make the drive.  All in all, those two weeks went as well as could be expected.  I struggled with getting my motorcycle down here, but thanks to a very kind person, the whole process was made easier (thanks, it meant a lot!)

I'll jump into the drive...the drive was looong, but decent.  I took off Saturday morning and mapped it at 18 hrs...but made it in just under 16.  I decided to drive straight thru (despite advise from various people).  The only part of the drive that was undesirable was a huge thunderstorm in Atlanta...that slowed me down a lot.  After stopping 4 times, spending $158.00 for gas...I made it down to FL at 4am on Sunday.

Next morning (Monday), I jumped right into CBL life.  I put unpacking on hold to take Jonathan to the hospital.  I guess the night before he started feeling ill, then the next morning, he had a 102.7 degree temperature.  That took up most of the day...but I'm glad he finally went.  Turns out he had strep throat and tonsillitis.  He just recently got over it...but took him a week to do so.

The rest of the week has been pretty much a blur...I unpacked (for the most part), met my new roommates (Seth & Peter), looked for work, and relaxed.  Thursday, my motorcycle made it down from MI, so Zac took me to pick it up...I was/am thrilled to have it back.  I explored town just a little...attempted to get settled (which hasn't been working out as well as I would like...but not too bad for the first week).  I'm going to try yet again, to open a bank account down here and find a gym that I like.

I have had fun so far though...I hung out with Clay and Tom several nights this past week (and it means a lot!!! thanks guys).  They made me feel welcome and it was cool to get close to them.  They will definitely be long term friends (in and out of CBL).

Other than that, it's been a simple week.  I look forward to exploring a lot more, getting to know people, and FINDING A JOB SOON!!!  This week will certainly be an interesting one...especially with the whole anniversary coming up.  Hope you guys have an awesome week!